going away for a camp tmr. =(
go there do nth. OMG..
its a 3 days 2 nights camp.
stay for 1 nite nia.. coming back on wed nite. (:

went for guides today. after the briefing, which was super duper fast, we went to play caption's ball & bball. =.="
i was wearing the sch uniform. my goodness! i'm going to sweat like a pig. -.-"


went to buy maple card.. AGAIN. my sis lor.. always nt satisfied wif her hair.. zzzz.



nothing hurts like love..

YEAH~~ todae is my birthday! celebrated it at east coast. 2gether wif.. puifun, shiping, ailing, anyu, jie and me!! =D

woke up. seriously.. i'm panicking of wad to wear.. wad to bring. LOADS! met up wif puifun. walked to the mrt station. when to buy a maple card. yays! FINALLY!! my sis was soo scared, in the end. i hav to ask for it myself. T.T


went to shiping's hse. took everything.. we had to WALK a long long distance. esp when in e mrt. seriously. i'm falling alsleep.. LOL. reached there in e end.

ate our lunch first.. den, we went to rent bicycles. yea~~ rode ard.. to the jetty.. lalala~~ xD

den.. we went to the beach or shore. whatever.. we got into the water.. anyu and jie cant go in. beats me.. shiping, ailing, puifun and me went in. seriously. i had LOADS of fun there!! den mummy and daddy came wif jie and my cake!! =D took some fotos. (:


1 BIG FAMILY! grace. ailing, shiping, anyu, puifun and me! *muackss*

from left; me, shiping, ailing, puifun, anyu & grace!
MUMMY AND DADDY!!
Bdae ger. (:

OUR BDAE CAKE!! *YUMMY*

and.. me and my sis changed our hairstyle.. maple of cuz. and heres the fotos..

for ur info.. she changed thrice!! NOT FAIR!

my ugly hair!! OMG!!

oh yah! my first present giver.. ALVIN! thank you for the maple dog! *muackss* =D and and! the guys for ur present!! THANK YOU! ^^

i've suffered sunburns!! YAYS! i'm darker now!! xD

TMR IS MY BIRTHDAY TMR IS MY BDAE TMR IS MY BDAE!!!!


yipee~!!! turning 14 le! xD


mummy and daddy decided to bring jie and me for a treat, to celebrate eariler for us. cuz tmr there wun be enuff time. (: when to eat. daddy handed me a letter. its a edusave merit bursary. ^^


i wun get tt money cuz daddy & mummy's total income is more den $3000. -cries-
oh well~ nt fated to get the award anyways. =X


1 hr and 18 mins left to 12.
^^

you cheer me up everytime when i'm down.
you brighten up my life when my life is dull.
you were there for me everytime when i needed a listening ear.
you cared for me when others dont.

i love you. (:

went to macritchie thinggy for hiking~~ xD


took some fotos. yl haven send dem to me yet.. so.. no fotos yet. xD


we walked at e back wif mrs loh. den while walking. we saw a monkey! xD we all ran past him. mrs loh was left behind. tt monkey showed its teeth at mrs loh. OMG~~ imagine. how funny can it get? LOL.


walk walk walk.. damn tired. everyone were..

a pity..

he was outside the school,
i walked past.
i saw him.
yeap!

no. he dint notice me..
he din see me.

=(

i want to show that..
that i really cared for you.
i dont show concern for him no more.
he's 1 bad example.
and you ain

(:

my terrible, idiotic past.
you destroy every bit thats left of me
i wanna start over again..
is it so difficult??

hey,
i'm pretty much worried about you.

you seemed a little..
troubled??

i can see from your msn nick
tell me anything if you must okay?
cheer up! xD

Natalie Feat. Justin Roman - Where Are You

[Justin]
(I know you are out there baby...somewhere)
There is someone out there for me (I know there is somebody out there)
I know she is waiting so patiently (yeah) can you tell me her name? (Somebody tell me her name)
This life-long search is gonna drive me insane
How does she laugh? How does she cry? What's the color of her eyes?
Does she even realize I'm here?
Where is she? Where is she? Where is she? Where is this beautiful girl?
Who is she? Who is she? Who is gonna complete my world?
Where is she? Where is she? Where is this beautiful girl?
Who is she? Who is she? Who is gonna complete my world?
dadadadadada dadadada dadadadadada (where are you?)

[Natalie]
I'm staring out at the sky (I see you baby)
Praying that he will walk in my life
Where is the man of my dreams (right here) yea-yeah
I'll wait forever, how silly it seems
How does he laugh? How does he cry? What's the color of his eyes?
Does he even realize I'm here?
Where is he? Where is he? Where is he? Where is this beautiful guy?
Who is he? Who is he? Who is gonna take me so high?
Where is he? Where is he? Where is this beautiful guy?
Who is he? Who is he? Who is gonna take me so high?
dadadadadada dadadada dadadadadada (where are you?)

[Justin]
There is someone out there for me (there is someone out there for me)
I know she is waiting so patiently (so patient)
Can you tell me her name (can you tell me his name)
This life-long search is gonna drive me insane (that's right)

[Natalie]
How does he laugh? How does he cry? What is the color of his eyes?
Does he even realize I'm here?

[Justin]
Where is she? Where is she? Where is she? Where is this beautiful girl?
Who is she? Who is she? Who is gonna complete my world?

[Natalie]
Where is he? Where is he? Where is he? Where is this beautiful guy?
Who is he? Who is he? Who is gonna take me so high?

[Together]
dadadadadada dadadada (yeah) dadadadadada (I know you out there)
dadadadadada dadadada (yeah) dadadadadada

[Justin Talking]
Where are you? I'm going to look all over the world baby
'Cuz I know you are out there
I know this might sound crazy, but I think I love you
dadadadadada (that's right) dadadada dadadadadada
dadadadadada dadadada (yeah)dadadadadada

Where are you??



i miss you..
there's still loads of reasons why i like you.
=)


4 more days to my birthday. (:

sorry i took so long to reply your sms.
sorry.
i misplaced my handphone (:


I'M SO FRICKING JEALOUS OF MY SISTER!!

okay. at about 1+, my sister received a sms from "him". he typed,"hey.. i at your hse there le.." seriously. she jumps for joy~ later. after a few smses, "he" telephoned my sister. and he said that he was directly downstairs of our hse. we ran to the balcony to look. yes~ he was there. den "he" kept persuading my sister to go down. but hey! its like.. 2 in the morning. my parents will kill us and go wild if they found out 1 of the twin is gone. den "his" fren started waving at us. too bad sister. den.. the bad thing is. they all started smoking. MY GOODNESS. seriously.. i do hate smokers alot.


thankfully, he isnt a smoker.
you're the most important thing in my life
love you loads!

just fetched daddy from the airport
OMG.
while waiting for him, there's a man standing infront of my sister and me.
my sister was like, "MEI! see that man's back!!"
i was like.. "HUH? WHERE GOT WHERE GOT?!?!"
den i looked at the man's back.
OMG! there was something poking outta his back.
some unknown object.
he made it worse, he bent over his back, making it more OBVIOUS!
i cant stop laughing
i laughed till i cried.
that was 1 of my most happiest moments ever.
^_____^

you took so long just to know i'm refering to "YOU"
wow.
ahahahaha!!

sry. i cant tell you everything. =D

she told me everything
actually not everything
most of it i guess
about you,
sleeping late,
bills expensive,
not concentrating.

i'm too ashamed to ask you.
=X


daddy's coming home today!! i keep wondering that whether he brought me a gift. (:


6 MORE DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY! ^^
27.11.91

i'm dreamt of you
you're so silly,
its so obvious. ((:


those words you said,
that you cared about me
i'm..
satisfied??
is that the word to use??
ya..

i miss you loads. ((:

ahahaha! i cant think of anything.. T.T


hav guides camp. 29 of nov?? 2 days after my birthday~~

WEEEE!!
8 MORE DAYS. XD


she's just the girl i'm looking for~

TO HIM:
no,
i dont blame you.
(:

TO HER:
you pissed me off every single moment when i talk to you.
dont try to be nice to me or whatsoever
your pathetic act,
others can see it through easily.
i never thought someone so dear to me can be such a pain in the ass.

you suck big time

ytd went to watch harry potter wif
THE CHALET GANG! +sharon. ahahaha.. i miss dem loads. (:
the chalet gang rocks! xD


daddy went to china at 1am td. awwww.. i miss you daddy! yi lun shun fong! =D


you dont care no more
all you care about is fame
no,
it ain the same no more..


& oh yah!!
YPPAH YADHTRIB ECNERALC
xD
*read it backwards


i felt so hopeless,
i never stood up for myself..

too busy to blog. OMG.. so hectic. =S

sorry,
din meant to off the phone.
my phone no battery le.
i must admit,
i'm pretty shocked you called
at the same time,
i'm celebrating~


xD

HAHAHAHAHA!!


you are so humorous. (:


thats 1 of the reason why i like you. ^^

do you?

dont curse yourself silly. (:
i know exactly what you mean.
you're so sweet.
hahahaha!!
dont need to feel paiseh de. xD
srry. i doze off.. LOL
din reply your smses. =X

love you loads. ^^

i often dreamt about you and me.
did it come true?
i often wonder about that..


SNAP OUT OF IT JOYCE!
HE'S NOT GONNA FALL FOR YOU!

(:

ytd. went to a chalet wif 2/7 peeps. had fun there.. LOL. some ppl, whom i've not met b4, was there.. o.O


OMG.. he called me ytd.

cant stop smiling even when i slept. LOL.. besides. i cant slp anyways.. the boys are sooo noisy. esp lengkiat. whom dey called, the 24 hrs radio. hahahaha!! xD



i wonder.. i wonder..

i miss you so much now.


weee~!! sooo fun!! taking screenshots wif you.
i'll edit it after i come back from the chalet.
den i'll put in my my msn dp, my desktop, or friendster..

(:

30 more mins left..
i cant see you in maple for the nxt 24 hrs anymore. ):


you're so sweet. (:

HAHAHA!!

SEE?!
ALVIN! I WROTE UR NAME! xD

f2 f2 f2


ALVIN ALVIN ALVIN
(:

your words are still roaming around in my mind.
you really meant what you said??


that portal, once i step into it,
i'll be able to see you once again.
but do i have the chance to?
those obstacles are blocking me,
refraining me to get in that portal.
will you step through that portal,
or that i'll see you once again?


i wont be able to see you again nor maple wif you tmr.
do i really want to go to that chalet??
not really..

ummm.. valerie told me she TAGGED me. okay.. LOL


rules of the game:
1) post 5 weird/random stuff about yourself.
2)At the end, list the names of 5 people who you want next to this and leave a comment "YOU ARE TAGGED" in their blog and tell them to read your blog for rules.

5 weird/random stuffs about me:
o1- cant live w/o maple
o2- maple with him everytime i go online =X
o3- cant live w/o my double ANE & ah siao gang ((:
o4- i laugh REAL LOUD!
o5- weird.. real WEIRD


next 5 people doing this quiz:
Sharon
Grace
Yilian
Roufang
Linda

do not ask people who asked you to play or had already played before.


okay.. went for guides. had silver test.. shiping, yilian, puifun and me went to hide at the back door so that guan ying and wankee wun see us. LOL. indeed, dey din see us. hahahahaha!!!


loads of us discussed the answers. LOL.. including me =X


ITS MUMMY'S BIRTHDAY TODAY!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY! *MUACKSS*

(:

damn. tmr having gg silver test.. i'm gonna fail it. cant rmb anything..


i'm still pissed off bout the class i'm going. so fucking mad.. tmr going to see for myself when i go to sch for cca. OMG.. cca.. sucks


all e ppl i hate r going to 3/6. OH GREAT! i'm going to bear grudges against dem.. i miss naidu!!! shes going 3/7.. *cries*

HE SAW MY BLOG!

O.O

NOOOOO!!


not 3/6!! FUCK! in A maths somemore.. in FNN & hist.


i'm so DEPRESSED!

NOOOOO!! I DONT WANNA GO 3/6!! I DETESTS 3/6!!


sharon called. my sis answered. sharon told us that we're going to 3/6. FUCK. i wish she made a mistake. shuld i done badly in the EOYE. sooo regretful now.. I WANNA DIE.

i prefer jumping down the building than to be in 3/6. i miss 2/7 badly..and i mean real badly. miss those happy moments we've been together as a class.. except one time. when tt bastard stole my handfone. OMG. tt was in april..


i wanna be in 3/7!!!
I WANNA STAY IN 2/7 FOREVER!

my smses bills are going to pok liao. OMG! have been smsing this whole wk.. die die die.


smsed him ytd nite. WEEEEE~!!!! ahahahaha.. he's so funny everytime i maple wif him.. such a humorous guy. yeap! xD


i'm the most happiest girl in the world! ^^

NOOOO!! I'M NEVER GONNA TELL YOU WHY I LIKE YOU!!

even if you torture me, i'll never tell you~


weeee!! i just love playing maple wif YOU. ((:

everything is not working out right.

so, you wanna get back at us??

you wanna think everything you do is right??

oh pls.. think again. you're so wrong..


NOO!! i'm not jealous of your hair sis!!! you rebond le so wad?! i can rebond again mah.. NOT FAIR!! mummy paid for ur rebonding.. i have to pay for myself leh.. you go jean yip, i go neighbourhood de. NOT FAIR!! THIS WORLD IS NOT FAIR!! omg. i'm over-reacting..


27 mins to 12 le.. have to go tt website to see which class i'm being posted to. i dun wanna go to 3/6!! i wanna go to 3/7!!! *cries* sure gonna go to 3/6 based on wad siewying had told me just nw.. i'm so sad.. )=

3 words;

i'm so embarrassed.


i'm feeling sooo.. paiseh.


shuld nt have told him.. =X


i mean.. i just really got to know him in the last 3 days.


OMG. what have i done?!?!

si xiao qi guei. nv gonna talk to you in my whole life again


nxt fri is my mummy's birthday le.
I LOVE MY MUMMY TO BITS! *MUAKCSS*


i hate this mouse!! its so sickening. everytime i try to move it, the cursor flies ard. AHHH!! i cant stand it anymore.. =S


OH MY GOSH. have i really fallen for him??

=X

everybody's pissing me off. esp my dad.

pls lah, get the fucking facts right first before telling me i'm wrong bastard
you forced me to use this word.


black face?? oh please.. you dont even understand me, let alone you know how i feel.
you are a selfish man who thinks for himself only.
you dont care about the others,
how they feel,
how they want things to be.

you never let my have a chance to explain dad..


i'm utterly disappointed in you..

you ain the person which i used to admire alot.

now, to me,
you're just a selfish, heartless guy..

had a new kor ytd.. he told me loads of things that i din know.. esp the 2 persons he liked. wahahaha!! i can blackmail him!! xD

dint know that he smoked. not my kor, him.. he smoked. had 3 or more ex. hanging out with the wrong and bad company.. oh my god. he wasnt the person which i used to know.. i'm truely disappointed.


i hate you bitch. you wanna flirt?? go ahead! dont do your puking act infront of me. oh whatever bitch. dont act dao infront of me. pls lah..

hey dude!
dont OI me man
its rude.
you broke my heart.

i'm still wondering.. who was that guy?? according to him.. he told me he wasnt from his class.

oh great! someone knew my blog.. he oso must have knew that i like him rite?? must be.. how did he even get into my blog?? see my tags. nvm. ignore it. ((:


is he reading this?? o.O


i dont wanna go for guides ltr. i'm gonna slp thru the lessons to 5. =)


AHHHH!!! die die die.. mati mati mati!! my smses bill are gonna burst when i receive the bills. mummy and daddy are gonna skin me alive. =.="


i'm glad, you still remember me.
i'm glad, we still keep in touch.
i'm glad.
but 1 thing i'm not glad
is that..
i dont really like your...

NONONO!


i have no mood to go for guides tmr. plus, puifun told me that tmr we're having lessons. GOSH! can tmr get any more boring?!?!

EEEEE YUR!


banana man msged me. i was shocked i must admit.. he saed hello. i replied.


he asked me if i was open. erm.. din actually know wad that means. den he told me he found out my num by himself.. he's really really very weird i must really really admit.


den.. he asked me, are you interested in (something something) seriously. that shocked me. den keep asking me bout that thing. den i asked him, have you really (something something). den he said ya. he told me to keep it a secret.


dont ask me anything. my lips are sealed (:


mummy & daddy finally agreed to let my sis and i go for the class chalet!! YIPEE!
i'm over the moon!


finally, i've finished packing everything whole junk into that drawers and what so ever in there. sneeze a couple of times. i have a bad bad nose.. =S


realised that i have loads and loads of items that is still useful. why did i notice that a long long time ago?? goodness..


i love my chemical romance!
i love GERARD WAY!

i love the pang sai team!!!


ps 1; me!
ps 2; grace!
ps 3; clara!
ps 4; shih han!
ps 5; marc!
ps 6; huimin!


nahz.. clara and my sis named it. and i'm the leader! wahahaha!!! in maple.. ((: